Back in February I watched the HBO Beyonce special “Lifeis but a Dream”.
I watched it out of curiosity more than anything. I also watched it during Henry’s nap and when Terry was at work because T. would tease me if I watched it while he was home. While I was half watching and half messing around with folding clothes, something she said caught my attention and made me rewind and listen again.
It was something, I think I needed to hear and was open to hearing at that moment because I wasn’t thinking about it. It was something that made me think about myself and beliefs and made me start to cry.
Yeah, I know….what is wrong with me?! I could have been on my period and that would probably explain the extreme emotion.
But basically Beyonce said the following [not exact, but close] “God is real and lives inside me, inside all of us. It doesn’t matter where I am, I feel it. Right now I feel it, I am hot/tingle. It’s that love and I feel it when I look at my child, at my husband. It’s God.”